Black-or-White

Over the last few days, one issue has dominated the headlines – the Government’s move to demonetize Rs.500 & Rs.1000 notes, announced by the Prime Minister in a first of its kind televised address to the nation. This move has caused much has caused heartburn to some, given some a reason to celebrate and has surely triggered a debate, so much so that the entire Winter Session of the Parliament risks being consumed discussing just this issue, relegating others to the background.

The incumbent government takes pride in not being implicated in a single scam in the last two-and-a-half years, a welcome change from the scam-ridden final years of the previous government. In fact, one of the poll planks of the BJP during the run-up to the General Elections was anti-corruption. (For the moment, let us turn a blind eye to the fact that they made lofty promises of depositing Rs. 15 lakh into each and every person’s account!) Black economy is indeed a menace and a fight against it is a noble one. What, then, necessitates a debate on this ‘war’ against black money, declared by the government as being ‘pro-poor’?

Let us not get into conspiracy theories of whether there was selective leak of information to BJP functionaries or whether this was done to divert attention from the furor over unlawful detention of opposition leaders over a veteran’s suicide or the one-day ban on NDTV India (which was later repealed). That is not my intention. At the end of the day, this move is more of a political masterstroke than an economic reform, looking at the dramatic fashion in which it was announced.

The debate here is not on the principle of the move but against the way it has been implemented and how the subsequent shortcomings are being addressed. For one, there is a lack of notes of the smaller denominations. The Rs.2000 note which is being provided by ATMs and over the counter in banks cannot be used at the moment since nobody is able to convert it into smaller change.  Besides, if the existing high denomination notes were scrapped because they made hoarding easier, how does introducing a note of an even higher denomination serve the purpose? Add to it the reports that there are printing errors in the new Rs.500 notes. Though the RBI has declared them valid, it shows a clear lack of preparation. The list can go on.  Newspapers are full of details of how the move has impacted the common man. They have also been very well articulated by leaders like Sitaram Yechury in the Parliament.

It is appreciated that the government wants to move the country towards a cashless society; but then, declaring 86% of the cash in circulation as invalid in one go doesn’t serve the purpose. One of the very essential requirements for a cashless society is internet connectivity. However, data shows that as of January 2016, only 34.8% of the population in the country has access to internet. Also, only 17% of all ATMs across the country are in the rural areas, which according to statistics, houses 67% of the population. The government had access to these data before announcing the decision, surely? 

When Dr. Manmohan Singh – a renowned economist and a two-term PM – chastised the government for its mismanagement of the cash-crunch, some ministers resorted to responding by saying that he had headed a scam-ridden government, rather than acknowledging his remarks. The government must realize that the elections are over and the people have given them a (historic) mandate to rule because the previous government had many scams against its name. It does not augur well to brush away criticism under the carpet and deflect the issue to an entirely different trajectory. Despite statements like “short term pain and long term gain” or comparing this decision’s aftereffects to a mother giving birth, the situation could have been handled better. The debate will go on in the Parliament and it remains to be seen what further measures will be taken by the government to handle the situation.

What this issue has led to, however, is a polarization of public opinion, which runs deeper than the demonetization debate. Blame it on the advent of social media or more number of 24X7 news channels – polarized posturing on public issues has seemingly increased under the present government. A commendable achievement of the present government is the extensive use of media and social media to ‘baptize’ lakhs as foot soldiers of the BJP, in the promise of achche din.

It is easy to sway people with sloganeering and catch phrases. That is what our PM does best - using rhetoric to stir up nationalistic fervor among people and instilling in them a (false) sense of pride to bear the hardship in the name of the country (usually by invoking the image of the soldier – another regular feature of the present government), while not blaming the government for it, despite there being evidence on the contrary. Perhaps no leader in the recent past has managed to capture public imagination as well as he does. Part of the fault lies with the Opposition as well for not having a leader around who they can rally.

What is interesting is that the usually very articulate PM has resorted to silence in the Assembly, despite repeated demands by the Opposition that he address the House on the issue. While the Opposition has questioned the implementation of demonetization, the government has repeatedly chosen to turn it into a “for-or-against corruption” debate, labeling those who question the move as standing for black money and corruption. This has been the strategy on most issues. The PM has either chosen to address gatherings and functions where there is no scope for rebuttal, directing barbs at the opposition or has said too little too late. Public discourse is being shaped in a manner where questioning the government’s move is sacrilege. Everytime a voice is raised against the government’s view of things, be it on the ‘intolerance’ debate or on the surgical strikes or on demonetization, those questioning it are labeled ‘anti-national’. It has become that easy – “fall in line or fall by the wayside.” The members of the Opposition were voted into their position by the same people who voted for the present government, weren’t they? When did adhering to the government viewpoint become a measure of nationalism?

This twisting of the nature of public discourse and shooting down opposition – by the government or by means of ‘propaganda machines’ – is alarming and does not augur well for a democracy, of which dissent is an important feature. Nor does the ‘black-or-white’ view of things being aggressively propagated today. It is important for the government and opposition to encourage constructive debate in the Parliament.

Meanwhile, it is equally important for the ‘foot soldiers’ to accommodate views contradicting their own in public space. It is important to realize that endorsing or otherwise of government opinion is not, in anyway, a certification of nationalism. 

Yours Whimsically – Part 7: The Freedom to fail

When my brother was in 2^nd PUC, he was enrolled to a coaching institute, like the norm it has been for a long time. My father had to withdraw some amount from his PLI fund (a form of savings for government employees) in order to pay the fees. Those days, most dinner time conversations revolved around how that year – with a ‘public’ exam and other competitive entrance exams – was ‘very crucial’ in the making of my brother’s career. (This is a religiously followed ritual in all Indian homes!) Young as I was, I would be lost most of the time or would simply concentrate on what was running on TV. However, I remember that often, my father would state that it was his PLI money which had gone into the coaching classes. It was assumed that my brother had an obligation not only to make full use of this but also have the results to show it. My hardworking brother was amply rewarded for his efforts, vindicating my father’s ‘sacrifice’. Today, after so many years and a couple of job-shifts, my brother’s 2^nd PUC marks sheet holds little relevance. Still, whenever my brother’s scores in those ‘vital’ exams are mentioned in any passing conversation, my father emphatically states that it was the money from his PLI fund which was the key!

When it was my turn to write the same set of exams, I was enrolled to the same coaching institute. I had the same of teachers who had taught my brother’s batch. The stars had aligned to recreate the magic they had performed six years ago, surely? As fate would have it, I was not as ‘successful’. By a (happy) turn of events, I am in a national institute – IISER – today, but that is a story for another day. My parents were not disappointed or perhaps did well not to show it. Some of my relatives were not so kind, though. The facilities were all provided for. ‘Success’ was assured, wasn’t it? Why had I ‘failed’, then? Many parents believe that a good coaching centre ensures a seat in the choicest of colleges. It is banking on this Indian belief that these institutes have sprung up like mushrooms, churning out ranks at state and national levels in the dozens, while minting money in the crores. (I could say that these institutes are mere factories, but having been through one, let me not.)

This summer, I tried my hand at teaching Class 5 students at a government school for a month. I asked them what their ambitions were and received a myriad of responses, ranging from a teacher to a police officer to an actor. However, by the time the same children reach Class 9 or 10, their ambitions would be, most often than not, ‘channelized’ into the generic ones – engineers or doctors. The Indian middle-class parents – whose life’s ambition it was to be an engineer but could not achieve it – try to fulfil that through their children. For them, it is their life’s mission to ensure that their children reach a higher station. They spare no efforts in making sure that the children are well provided for. Through all this, there is an inherent belief on the parents’ side of their wards’ success while on the other side, an obligation (pressure, rather) to succeed.

When my brother decided to quit his previous job, my father was insistent that he do so only after securing another. “A bird in hand is worth two in a bush. What if you do not get another one?” he would question him, before going on to relate a probable fall in the share market to my brother’s chances of getting a job. When logic would not suffice to seal the argument, he would try the “I want my sons to be more successful than I am” line. You cannot argue against that, can you?

During a discussion, one of our teachers pointed out that with our parents trying so hard to ensure we have everything we need, there was no scope for struggle in our lives. Ours was a “sanitized” world, he said. With due respect to all parents, this has not prepared us to face real-life crises. Moreover, because whatever we wanted was so easily made available to us, we have not learnt to appreciate their value. It is for these reasons that it is important to fail; important to struggle.

I remember that some years ago, I had jokingly pointed out to my father an ad inviting applications to the NSD. “Get an engineering degree first. You do whatever you wish to later” was his response. A generic one. For most of the middle-class Indians, engineering is a back-up option. It is the fear of failure which has turned engineering into life’s ‘ambition’. May be going off the beaten track is not always a successful venture. However, failure allows us to step back and rethink our ideas, our beliefs. Perhaps, we may also realize what the true calling or ‘ambition’ is. Being able to take failure in our stride is what makes us stronger.

It requires conscious effort to restructure our understanding of what success and failure mean. Also, it requires a lot of courage to venture out without a ‘back-up’ option, a notion so deeply engrained into our systems. While in no way demeaning the lakhs of engineers entering the market every year, all I am trying to do is build up a case for the freedom to fail. 

Yours Whimsically - Part 6: Of Unread Books & Bibliophiles

It was just after my Class 10 results were announced. I had succeeded in scoring fairly good grades. One my uncles, generously, offered to buy me a book of my choice. Until then, my reading comprised of Rowling, RKN, Dan Brown, a bit of Archer, a bit of Holmes, a few titles in Kannada and of course, Chetan Bhagat! This was the time to take a leap. Just out of school and about to enter college, this was the time to ‘broaden my mind; broaden my horizons’. Or so I thought. And I leapt. I picked up Tolstoy’s masterpiece “War & Peace”. My uncle believed me too much perhaps, for he did not ask me to reconsider. With love, he signed the book and gifted it. Until this day, it sits in the bookshelf, waiting to be read! (To be fair, I did read it or attempt reading it, rather, until I realized that I had bitten off more than I could chew.)

Once every year, I make it a point to clean and reorganize the bookshelf back home. If my brother is around, he offers to help. More often than not, I prefer to do it myself. That entire exercise is a personal “we-time” – just me and the books. It is my chance to reread a few lines from a book that I had read long back. It is not just the story which flashes across the mind. An entire chain of memories about the book is triggered. I still have the book given to me by my teacher way back in kindergarten. Looking at that reminds me of school where the habit of reading developed. Every time I read Harry Potter, I am reminded of how my brother used to give me one title per year, until I realized that he was making a fool of me and took control (‘rebelled’ rather!). To reread a book is to look into the past through those pages. It is as though a part of my soul resides within the book, frozen in time. (A horcrux, perhaps!)

A lot of my friends have tried to impress upon me the fact that the world is moving ahead and hardcopies of books are a thing of the past. The future belongs to the Kindle, they say. I have never been able to get my head around that argument. There is merit in their argument, I do not deny. Kindle is much easier to carry. It is inexpensive. You have all the books you need at your fingertips. You can read them whenever and wherever you like. I agree. Yet, for me, none of this can surpass the ‘feel’ of a book. No Kindle can give you the feeling a book does when you sleep on a lazy afternoon with a half-read book across your chest. You cannot sign a book on Kindle and gift it to someone, can you? If books were that easily accessible, where would be the eagerness and curiosity in searching for a title at a bookstore or waiting for the book after ordering it online? I realize that I am romanticizing much. But then, a book is not just a book. It is there to become part of the reader and waiting to make the reader a part of itself, isn’t it?

At the end of every session of rearranging the books, I realize that an overwhelming number of books we have are waiting to be read – some purchased at a whim, some simply because it is a “collector’s item”. “Every book we have not read has a key to better understanding of ourselves. It shall help us appreciate life better. We are not doing justice to the author by buying this book and allowing it to gather dust!” I tell myself. Guilt washes over me. Along with my brother, I resolve that until we have read all those titles, we shall not be buying another book.

Whenever I go to a book fair, I mentally prepare myself to not buy any books – to stick to my resolve. “I am going there just to explore. Just to look at the people, the books and soak in the ambiance” I tell myself. One step into one of the stalls, my resolve begins to weaken. At the sight of the assortment of titles, it crumbles. The ‘feel’ of the book and the smell of those freshly printed pages defeat me! I come back buying at least a couple of books. When I am questioned about my resolve, I do not answer. I display the titles, hoping that they justify themselves and grin sheepishly!

Yours Whimsically - Part 5: "Happy birthday to you..."

“Happy birthday” I wrote on his wall before switching off the phone and boarding the flight.  He was my classmate till Class 10. In the five years since then, there had been no more correspondence between us, apart from wishing each other on our birthdays, without fail.

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My birthday being in the month of May, I never got to celebrate it in school. But then, I saw my friends who had birthdays during summer vacations celebrate on the first day of the new session. After much pondering and deliberation, I decided to do the same. This was in Class 4. Queerly though, none of my friends celebrated their birthdays that year! I stood there - in front of the class in a cream-colored kurta-pyjama and a maroon overcoat, grinning sheepishly as they sang for me. I never celebrated my birthday in school ever again.

However, I eagerly awaited others birthdays. Free chocolates were reason enough. Moreover, all the singing and clapping easily took ten minutes of a forty-minute period! He (or she) stood in front of the class, scanning our faces and smiling while we sang for him. The most important part came after this – distribution of chocolates. Alpenliebe was standard. Eclairs was a little higher. If, by chance, anybody distributed 5 Star or Dairy Milk, he was talked about and praised until the last possible remnant of the chocolate was out of the system! We anxiously waited to hear who he chose to accompany him for distributing chocolates to other teachers. My face would light up and chest puff up whenever my name was called. He had just acknowledged our friendship over others! Moreover it gave me the authorization to ‘bunk’ class (though the word was not familiar then). I would go across the school, peeping into other classes and show off in front of my friends. Even if he and I weren’t close friends, it made sense to stay close to him, at least that day. For at the end of the day, it gave me better claim over the chocolates that were remaining!

Enter high school, the routine saw some variations. Singing of “Happy birthday…” was now accompanied by giggles and nudges at his crush. At the end of the day, some chocolates were reserved for his crush in the hope of receiving that wish with a personal touch. More often than not, that did not happen and those chocolates were distributed among us friends. The hope remained, though!

Now, hundreds of kilometers away from home, in college, birthday celebrations have assumed a new avatar - birthday bumps accompanied by cutting the cake at midnight, followed by wishes from all those around, ending in a token treat. Celebrations are incomplete without a high-class dinner for close friends at posh restaurants along with beverages of choice. Very few friends call up to wish while the rest of them end up wishing over social media. All of us have been guilty of doing the same, no doubt.

The next day is spent replying to all those posts on the wall, trying to derive a sense of satisfaction at our prominence in peer groups, validating ourselves based on the number of people who cared to wish on our birthday over social media. At the same time, we end up thinking of hashtags and editing selfies to be uploaded on Instagram, subjecting ourselves to yet another round of validation. At the risk of being labelled a ‘hopeless romantic’, I believe that birthdays were more meaningful before social media took control of our lives – when wishes were only from those who really cared (for chocolates at least) and there was no necessity of fiddling with the phone every few minutes to check how many more had wished….

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The chain of thoughts was broken by the landing of the flight. Switching on the phone, a notification said that my friend had commented on my post. I ‘like’d it. 

Yours Whimsically - Part 4: Of music classes and more

As far as I have seen, it is still considered fashionable in South Indian Brahmin households (at least in Bengaluru) to have their children trained in either classical music or dance. (God bless them, for it is because of them that there is still a popular base for these art forms – in times when the audience is dwindling elsewhere.) Our family is no different. Almost all my cousins have dabbled with classical music at one point of time or another. A couple of my sisters are trained dancers. However, I find the case of one of my cousins very interesting. He trained as a percussionist for several years. Today, the instrument sits safely in the attic, brought down only during the time of Ayudha Pooja, perhaps. Now follows the irony: his wife and her mother are both performing artists!

My brother was made to train under a music teacher when he was in Class Five, if I remember right. Two years later, someone hit upon this brilliant idea: if the elder can do it, why not the younger?! Thus, when I was in Class One, much before I could actually work out what exactly was happening, it was decided that I would join the class with my brother. May be, it was because I would hum the songs which my brother was taught. I can actually imagine some elderly person sitting with a thoughtful expression on his/her face, saying ‘He has got potential. Why don't you find him a teacher?’ (Damn the reality shows for corrupting the imagination!)

Now came the difficult bit – of deciding the tutor. The instructor under who my brother trained was found to be ‘not satisfactory’ or not the one who could unleash my brother’s true potential. He had no option but to switch. One of our uncles suggested someone who he knew personally. That someone had name and fame as an acclaimed artist. It was probably his imposing personality that made us chicken out. Moreover, I do not think anybody in the family thought that either my brother or I had a career in music. Hence, there was no reason to train under a performing artist, was there? A family friend suggested a lady under who he had been training for several years. The tutor’s house was close by. She had good voice & knowledge and was quite gentle (With due respect, I am not sure if timid is the right word here). That sealed the deal.

We did make significant progress. For quite a few years, my brother and I would be the “trophies” at all family gatherings, asked to sing – together – in front of the guests (Who said that it is only chinaware which is displayed when guests come home?!). However, in hindsight, I believe my brother and I never realized the significance of being classically trained as long as we were under her tutelage. We are guilty of having faked ulcers in the mouth, sore throat, guests-at-home and a few other excuses because, that way, the class would last just one-fifth of the usual time, sometimes lesser. For nearly eight long years, I trained under her, getting the basics right but never fully comprehending the value of what I was learning. My brother changed the tutor midway, quite unceremoniously, and it was left to me to handle the situation. Eventually, she realized that my brother would not come back to her music class again, though she was kind enough not to question me on that.

When my turn came, it was Class Ten to the rescue. Since that year was a “game changer”, I could not devote time to attend music classes. Thus, I too quit her class, only to join my brother. It was there that I understood what had gone wrong for the past eight years. I had never been serious (except, perhaps, during the time I was preparing for the junior level certification exam) but had always been passable. Hence, there was no chance of a reprimand by the teacher. However, under the instructor I had just joined, merely being passable was not enough. Also, with other students being very competent, you had to be competent too to be in business. Excuses like ulcers wouldn’t work here! A much needed jerk now provided, I began to look at music classes in a different light.

Two years later, I had quit the classes since they clashed with my tuitions for 2^nd PUC (Tuitions are the biggest scams, in my opinion. Not 2G. Not coal blocks allocation. These). This time, though, I wasn’t lying. I never got to resume training for, after 2^nd PUC, I moved into a hostel in a faraway land. The instructor offered to conduct classes over Skype. Not feasible enough, though.

I very vividly remember one thing that the lady teacher said. She said she never taught anybody compositions in Raga Varali. She believed that if taught, that composition would be the last ever composition taught and the guru-shishya relationship would end. It was a belief she had cultivated under her teacher. Believe it or not, the last ever composition I learnt completely before I quit classes in 2^nd PUC was in Varali!

Everytime I go home, there is a strange urge to go and check if the teacher – whose class we quit so unceremoniously – is still around. If she is, maybe my brother & I could go, talk to her. Thank her, perhaps. However, I have never gathered the guts to do it. 

Yours Whimsically – Part 3: Of malls and restaurants

The first mall opened in Bengaluru – Bangalore it was, back then – when I was in Class 4 or 5. My dad being a bit laidback and the mall being out of the comfort zone of places we frequented, it would have taken me years had it not been for my uncle, to first visit it. The sheer enormity of the place and the variety it housed held the Class 5 kid in wonder. The next day, in school, I “casually” mentioned it in a conversation with my friends. I had been waiting to see that expression of awe and childish jealousy on their faces and I was not disappointed.  Going to the only mall in the city was a status symbol and having achieved it in Class 5 was no mean feat. During lunch, I told them about all that I had seen in the mall, not without adding the creative inputs I was capable of back then! In a bid to appear knowledgeable, I interspersed the narrative with tidbits of information I had overheard during the conversation between my uncle and aunt. One of my friends added his inputs and both of us nodded wisely, without either of us comprehending what was being said. The rest of the group looked at us with amazement and placed the two of us on a higher pedestal – for that moment. We had had our moment in the sun! [I was bought a t-shirt. A red, round-collared t-shirt, I remember. Here is the weird bit – that shirt seemed to grow with me! It was bought in Class 5 and it served me till 9 or 10, god knows how!]

Years passed. Malls, fancy restaurants & eateries, McDs and CCDs began to dot the landscape of Bengaluru. My tryst with fancy restaurants began in P.U College (the equivalent of 11^th – 12^th). It was the time when ‘exploring’ new restaurants became the trend and ‘trying out new cuisines’ became the catchphrase. The group I was part of was keen on experimenting – Italian this time, Chinese the next and what not. (I totally appreciate their spirit!) Much as I would be amazed with the ambiance at each of these different restaurants, the menu full of fancy names would still mean naught! At those times, I would let others take the initiative and would (un)willingly be part of the ‘experiment’. I must say, though, that I seem to have caught on a bit of their ‘spirit of experimentation’ now. Being a vegetarian, I try to ‘experiment’ within the limited choice I have everytime we friends go out to eat. I have failed sometimes, quite disastrously even, much to my embarrassment!

We decided to celebrate one of our friends’ birthday in CCD. That was the first time I ever visited one. [Until then, it was my perception that only couples went to CCD. Since I didn’t have a girlfriend, it was out of bounds!] After having ceremoniously cut the cake and sharing a few clichéd ‘birthday jokes’ (selfies weren’t in vogue then!), it was time to place orders. I went with my friends to the counter with much swag. On looking at the menu, however, I fell silent. One, the items were overpriced. Two, I didn’t know what the difference was between an espresso and a cappuccino, not to mention the other items on the menu which made no sense! All I knew until then was coffee – “strong” and “light” being the only variants. Not wanting to make myself a fool in front of the few girls who were part of the celebrations, I stood there appearing to be studiously looking at the menu. Frankly, all I did was to listen very carefully to what my friends were ordering (they always seem to have more experience than me in these matters) and then place the same order, just playing around with the language a little bit (has been my strength always!) so that it didn’t appear like I had memorized their order. Some months later when I saw the movie ‘English Vinglish’, I was totally able to relate to the scene where Sridevi messes up while placing an order at a café.

Over the years, I have been to several fancy restaurants and quite often, situations like the ones I have just talked about have been replayed. I fail to understand the fuss over the ‘type of bread’ (what does it even mean?!) and ‘toppings’. I still cannot differentiate between a latte and a cappuccino. At some restaurants, I have even heard questions of ‘still’ and ‘sparkling’ water. I doubt if even those serving know the difference! Luckily, I have always had friends and other experienced people around to bail me out of such situations.

No. I do not hold anything against these fancy restaurants. In fact, I enjoy eating at these places. However, I find more joy in eating bhel puri or gol-gappa by the road than eating a 6-inch bread layered with stuff I hear for the first time at the counter! To me, telling the vendor if I want more spice or less spice is closer home than choosing ‘vegetables’ and ‘sauces’ that would go with my bread.

Visiting malls is now commonplace and no longer a status symbol. However, I find it more comfortable to go to shops in the bazaar close to my locality to buy clothes than to a fancy mall to buy ‘brands’. I find the bazaar more natural than the shine & gloss of the mall and I am referring to the people, not shops, in the two different settings! It is more fun to see people bargain over their purchase than to see them pay by card without a word.

One of the first things I do everytime I go back home is to go on a walk around the bazaar, listening to the crowds and taking in the sights. It gives me a kick of its own kind. Maybe I am attaching too much romance to such ‘old school’ settings. Maybe, it is just the way I am. 

Yours Whimsically... - Part 2

I am writing this while the idea and the event are still fresh in my mind. Some of this is a result of a very entertaining conversation with a junior of mine, who, for various reasons, has similar opinions on several issues.

I am a student in IISER-Kolkata (ironically, 50 km off Kolkata!). One of the few community - conducted celebrations is that of the “Basant Panchami” or “Saraswati Puja” as it is known here. One of my friends told me that this day is considered as the “Bengali Valentines’ Day” as well. May be, because it occurs close to Valentines’ Day. May be, because everybody is in their traditional best and (tries to) looks attractive! Naturally, the talks on the previous day centered on what one planned to wear and how to make the best impression. I bet that many dreamt of being complimented by their ‘crush’ and of a possible selfie as well that would make their day!

This is something I have observed during Ethnic Days over the years and I am sure you would agree. I am not talking of the selfies with pouts, duckfaces and a wide array of poses (and hashtags). The moment a saree is draped, girls with who we share classes look so different and mature (not to mention beautiful!). For a few seconds, it even becomes difficult to recognize them as the ones we have known for quite some time. (Accounting for the make-up applied is another story altogether!) While we men look pretty much the same in a tee-shirt & a traditional kurta, what magic a saree holds is difficult to fathom!

I was pleasantly surprised during lunch to see people who had not been involved in much apart from academic programs taking active part in serving and managing the crowd. (The food was awesome, by the way.) While a thought of volunteering to lend a hand did cross my mind, I decided against it as it might come in the way of the enthusiasm of those who were already there.  I derived as much pleasure in observing people as I did in eating, though.  

An amusing sight is to see some of the volunteers walk among people with an air of self-importance, appearing to do a lot of work while practically achieving naught, discounting the burning of a few calories! It is priceless to see tension & worry over nothing at all written on those faces. Unless that expression is assumed, how would you and I know that he/she is a ‘responsible’ figure in the entire team? Or maybe, it is all a ploy to capture the attention of the photographer or the ones higher up or, more importantly, the one(s) who they want to impress. To be frank, I too am guilty of having done this, while being at the lower end of the hierarchy! At some point during the entire day, all of them would have played ‘decision-makers’ and when they sleep that night, they will be proud of their deeds, even if it was something as ‘petty’ as having seated a single person on a chair that was waiting to be filled.

As a major in biological sciences, I have ecology & evolution as one of my courses. One of the core concepts in evolution is that of selection of mates. (Ask any bio-major and he or she can lecture you about this). The basic principle is that females choose the best males while males show-off & compete with each other. This principle is beautifully illustrated, like in no lecture, during the famed “dhunachi naach” (I hope I have spelt it right). Dancers perform holding earthen pots full of burning coconut husk. If performed well, it is a sight to behold! The dance begins slowly, with dancers warming up as well as the one on the beats. It gains momentum as the crowd builds up; more importantly, as ladies fill the arena. I have seen this for three years and am yet to figure out how this surge in energy occurs! The dance, hereafter, is punctuated with “aww!”s, flashes and increased heroics. While the number of earthen pots is limited, nothing prevents the crowd from breaking into an impromptu jig. It might seem too Bollywood-ish. All of a sudden, there is a ‘formation’ and everybody seems to know the steps. Whoever said that such things do not happen in real life was way off-the-mark! While I was in my first year, some of the seniors and batch mates did try to persuade me into one such ‘formation’, much to their embarrassment as well as mine. They have given up on me now, or so I would like to believe.

The celebrations have ended and even while sitting in the room, I could hear people cheering during photo sessions despite knowing well enough that the camera is only capturing photos and not recording! That only reminded me of the numerous times I have done the same while posing for photos in a group.

Many a fellow will go to bed tonight with a sense of satisfaction and achievement. I am sure that when they talk to their friends tomorrow and for days to come, they will have a fair amount of behind-the-scenes gossip to share and a chance to relive their moment in the sun.