Sunday, January 1, 2012

                                                                   ಶೋಧನೆ - ಸಾಧನೆ 


ಹೊಸ ವರ್ಷಕ್ಕೆ ಒಂದು ಹೊಸ ಕವಿತೆ...ವೈಯಕ್ತಿಕವಾಗಿ ನನಗೆ ಅತ್ಯಂತ ಸಂತೋಷ ನೀಡಿತು - ಈ ಕವಿತೆ. ನಿಮಗೂ ಇಷ್ಟವಾಗುವುದು ಎಂದು ಭಾವಿಸುತ್ತೇನೆ.




  ....ಹೊರಳಿ ನೋಡಿದೆ - ಕಗ್ಗತ್ತಲು...
  ಸ್ಥಿರ-ಚರಗಳಾವುವು ಇದ್ದಂತಿಲ್ಲ...
  ಕಣ್ಣು ಅರಳಿಸಿದರೂ ಕಾಣಲೊಲ್ಲದು
  - ಅಂಧಕಾರ ಕವಿದಿದೆ ಸುತ್ತಲು....


  "ಮೂರ್ಖ! ಕಣ್ಬಿಟ್ಟು ನೋಡು!"
  - ತೇಲಿಬಂತೊಂದು ಅಶರೀರವಾಣಿ.
  "ಕತ್ತಲೇ ಕವಿದಿರಲು ನಾನೇನ ನೋಡಲಿ?"
 - ಅರ್ಥಕ್ಕಾಗಿ ಹುಡುಕಿದೆ...ಯೋಚಿಸಿದೆ...


  ಶೋಧಿಸಿದೆ!!! ಕಣ್ಮುಚ್ಚಿ ಕಣ್ತೆರೆದೆ!!!
  ಎಲ್ಲೆಲ್ಲೂ ಬೆಳಕು! ಅದ್ಭುತ ಕಾಂತಿ!!
  ಎಲ್ಲವೂ ಹೊಸತಾಗಿದೆ! ಭಿನ್ನವಾಗಿದೆ!
  ಹೊಸ ಲೋಕವೇ ಎದುರಿಗಿದೆ!!


  ನೋಡಿದೆ - "ನಾನು" ಬೆತ್ತಲೆಯಾಗಿದ್ದೆ...
  ಸ್ಥಿರ ಚರಗಳೆಲ್ಲವೂ ಇದ್ದಲಿಯೇ ಇವೆ.
  ಹೊಸ ಅರ್ಥವ ಬೀರಿ ನಗುತಲಿವೆ
  ನನ್ನಿಂದಲೇ ನಾನು ಮತ್ತೆ ಜನಿಸಿದ್ದೆ!!!





Wednesday, November 2, 2011

A LESSON FOR LIFE

A Sanskrit saying says "KALAYA TASMAI NAMAHA", meaning everything is enslaved by time; everything changes with time; nothing is eternal. Writing this post on my blog, I exclaim "How true!!". One of my recent experiences did change my outlook towards life - until which I strongly believed that though times change, people with who I have grown up shall remain the same; the equation between those people and me shall never change. No wonder great souls have said that life is the greatest teacher and that man is a constant learner throughout life. You can always take home positives from the darkest of situations(something which Dhoni says after each and every defeat - whether he does, it's a question mark!!).

It had been a very long time - 6-7 months - since we schoolmates met. This time we did for a cricket match. Just to rekindle that on-field rivalry between the teams. Off-field, we are all great friends - or so we pretend to be! I thought 'Let me observe as I play. Maybe, I shall get something to write'. Initially, I thought none of us have changed - we still stuck to the habit of running late!! As usual, everybody gathered around an hour late. The first change I saw was that we - who greeted each other with bear hugs - had suddenly become formal and the greeting was through handshakes - as though we had met for a business meeting to close deals!! It is just 5 months into college and we have changed so much!
It seemed like we have aged years; grown old; have lost out our youth..... Yes. Egos seemed to have crept in from nowhere. Nobody seems to listen to the other....Each has his own way....And I wondered if were playing as a team at all....Months ago we were all working as a team to inflict defeat on the opponent and now....We seemed to be willing to outshine our own team mates - even at the cost of the game itself!
Also, the bodies seemed to have rusted in the long gap. Maybe due to lack of time after entering college, maybe due to the change of priorities on entering college - whatever the reason is, it was indeed difficult to perform like the OLDEN DAYS - the body just didn't co-operate.
As we sat in a huddle after the game, I saw new persons in everyone. They seemed to have matured so much within those 6-7 months. Have they really grown up? Or is it a change in me that makes them look different? You never know...Because even I am affected by time. All my BUDDIES appeared to have built high fortresses of ego around themselves. They wanted to be different. At the same time, I noticed a self within themselves craving to break free and return back to the (G)OLDEN DAYS. They wanted to talk like the earlier days, wanted to use their favorite slangs - which to a certain extent they did. Yet, something seemed to stop them.
Sitting here, writing, a question crops at the back of my mind - "Did we really want to change? Or is it that we were forced to change by the ever moving currents and tides of time?". All we can do is to hope. Hope that things once again return to the way they were. After all, a great soul has said "The wings of hope carry us, soaring above the driving winds of life." The self within me asks if  I have learnt anything at all from this experience.... Ah! Yes I have.... Life is never the same.... As I have heard someone say - change is the only constant!!!

Monday, October 31, 2011



                                           ಅಶ್ವಾರೋಹಿ


ಕನ್ನಡ ರಾಜ್ಯೋತ್ಸವದ ಪ್ರಯುಕ್ತ ನನ್ನ ಪ್ರಪ್ರಥಮ ಕನ್ನಡ ಕವಿತೆಯನ್ನು ನನ್ನ ಈ ಬ್ಲಾಗಿನಲ್ಲಿ ರಚಿಸುತ್ತಿದ್ದೇನೆ. ಕೆಲವು ದಿನಗಳ ಹಿಂದೆಯಷ್ಟೇ ಕನ್ನಡ ಕವಿತೆ ರಚಿಸಬೇಕೆಂಬ ತುಡಿತ ಹೆಚ್ಚಿ, ಈ ಕವಿತೆಗೆ ನಾಂದಿ ಹಾಡಿತು.ಈ ನನ್ನ ರಚನೆ ನಿಮಗೆ ರುಚಿಸುವುದು ಎಂದು ಭಾವಿಸುತ್ತೇನೆ.

ಅವಳಲ್ಲಿ ಮಲಗಿಹಳು - ನಿಶ್ಚಲವಾಗಿ
ಜಡವಾದ ದೇಹ - ನಿಸ್ತೇಜ ಕಣ್ಣುಗಳು.
ಕೆಲವು ಚಣಗಳ ಹಿಂದೆ ಕನಸನ್ನು ಕಾಣುತ್ತ
ತುಂಬಿದ್ದವು ಅದಕೆ ಕೋಟಿ ಬಣ್ಣಗಳು.

ಅವಳನ್ನು ತನ್ನೆದೆಗೆ ಬಿಗಿದಪ್ಪಿ ಕುಳಿತಿಹನು
ಮಾತನಾಡಲು ಜಿಹ್ವೆ ತೊದಲುತಿಹುದು
ತನಗೆ ಲೋಕವೇ ಆದ ಅವಳು ಮೃತಲೆಂ
ದರಿತು ಅವನ ಹೃದಯವೇ ಬಿಕ್ಕಿ ಅಳುತಲಿಹುದು.

"ಸಾವನ್ನು ಪ್ರೀತಿಯಿಂ ಗೆಲ್ಲುವೆವು" ಎಂದ
ವರು ನುಡಿದಿದ್ದರೊಲುಮೆಯ ಅಮಲಿನಲ್ಲಿ!!
ಸಾವಿಲ್ಲದೊಂದು ಮನೆ ನೋವಿಲ್ಲದೊಂದು 
ಮನೆ ಎಲ್ಲಿಹುದು ಹೇಳಿ ಈ ಭೂಮಿಯಲ್ಲಿ?

ಸೂರ್ಯನ ಕಿರಣಕ್ಕೂ ಗ್ರಹಣ ಬಡಿಯದೇ ಇರದು
ಲೋಕದಲಿ ಯಾವುದೂ ಚಿರವಲ್ಲ
ಹುಟ್ಟಿದಾ ಜೀವಕ್ಕೆ ಸಾವೊಂದೇ ಖಚಿತವು 
ಅನ್ಯವಾವುದು ಇಲ್ಲಿ ಸ್ಥಿರವಲ್ಲ

ಹುಟ್ಟಿದಾ ಕ್ಷಣದಿಂದ ಸಾವೆಂಬ ಕುದುರೆಗೆ
ಮೇವುಣಿಸಿ ಜೀವ ಜತೆಗೊಯ್ಯುತಿಹುದು
ಮಾರ್ಗದಲಿ ಜೀವವು ಅಶ್ವವನು ಕಟ್ಟಿ ತಾ
ಲೋಕದಲಿ ಸಾಧನೆಯ ಗೈಯ್ಯುತಿಹುದು

"ಸಾವನ್ನು ಗೆಲ್ಲುವುದು ಸುಲಭವೂ ಅಲ್ಲ;
ಸಾವನ್ನು ಗೆದ್ದೇನು ಸಾಧಿಸುವುದಿಲ್ಲ"
ಎಂದಾರಾದರು ಅವನಿಗೊಮ್ಮೆ ಹೇಳಿ
ಇಂದಲ್ಲ ನಾಳೆ ಸಾವು ಖಚಿತವೆಂದರಿತು
ಸಾರ್ಥಕವಾಗಿ ನಿಮ್ಮ ಬದುಕನ್ನು ಬಾಳಿ

ಸಾಧನೆಯ ಗೈದಂದು ನಮ್ಮಶ್ವವನ್ನೇರಿ
ಎಲ್ಲವನ್ನೂ ತ್ಯಜಿಸಿ ಹೋಗಬೇಕು
ವ್ಯೋಮಾಗ್ನಿಜಲವಾಯುಭೂಮಿಗಳಲಿ
ದೇಹ ಕರಗಿ ಒಂದಾಗಿ ಹೋಗಬೇಕು
ಜೀವಾತ್ಮವು ನಭೋಮಂಡಲದೊಳ ಸೇರಿ
ಕೀರ್ತಿ ಬೆಳಕಲ್ಲಿ ಬೆಳಕಾಗಬೇಕು
















Monday, October 24, 2011

THE BEAUTY OF CREATION

 After nearly 5 months, I am back. All this while, I felt "There is so much to write about in the world around me". But, I was neither in the state of mind to sit and write nor did I find time. With this poem, I do hope to awaken my thoughts again - and rekindle that doused flame.... Hope you people do enjoy it!!!

I sit down - with a pen in hand.
The urge to create engulfs me!
With high spirits, I gaze at Nothing -
wondering what Nothing could be!!

Mr.Nothing stares back at me & asks
"Do I bring with me something?
When you look at me & I - at you,
Do I set you to think?"

I think & think for a while
I feel I hear something -
A sweet voice. A soft voice.
A lullaby does it sing!

The Lady loves me - am within Her.
I kick Her & give Her pain.
Still She receives those kicks with love -
Immense joy does She gain!

I grow a little - I grow some more
I make Her "swell" with pride!
The man-in-the-white-coat says I am fine -
Her joy She is unable to hide!!

The Day comes - I have to move
Out of this Lady of Love.
Again I give Her pain - She screams.
I come to Earth somehow!!

The Masked Man gives me to Her
I am Her Bundle of Joy -
With tears in Her eyes, with love
She says "Ah!! My baby boy!!"

My thoughts are my children:
Now, my mind is in labor -
They are giving me a lot of pain!
But once I see my thoughts on paper,
Immense pleasure do I gain!!

With every child, a parent is born -
Oh! What a wonderful relation!
What starts in pain, ends with joy -
That is the Beauty of Creation!!!

Monday, May 16, 2011

LADIES' PLEASURE

The characters that shall appear in the course of the narration are slightly real and slight fictional. The characteristics are slightly more real and slightly less fictional. ANY RESEMBLENCE TO THOSE LIVING OR DEAD IS NOT COINCIDENTAL. HOWEVER IT IS NOT INTENDED TO HURT ANYONE. Vishwa, who was busy wih his own works is back to share is experience again!!!!

"I had tried to devise ways many ways of spending time in holidays. Unfortunately none of them were realistic enough to be implemented. Don't bother to find out what I had planned. And I won't bother telling them to you. And one fine day, my music master told us of a workshop that he would conduct for a week. It was open to students and non-students too. Having nothing else to do, I enrolled myself for the workshop.
On the opening day, I was shocked to find that there were more non-students - or atleast those students I had not come across - than students. The workshop had a fair share of representation of all age-groups : young 'uns, teenagers, working men and women, housewives, retired people - everybody. And we men - including all age groups except the young 'uns - were a minority: accounting not even 13% of the total number of attendees!!! 'Alas!' I said to myself.
But as the workshop progressed, I realised all was not lost. We men being the minority gave me an opportunity to observe what was happening around me - we men did not chatter away, though we did talk!! And my observations are the essence of this narration.
"Understanding a woman's mind is the toughest task" - I have heard in some movie. "How true!" -  I felt during the course of the workshop. They seem to have built those high walls of ego around themselves and seldom do they come out of their fortresses. A small correction by another lady hurts their ego. Though they know they are on the wrong, they fail to accept that; and when they do, they do it grudgingly. And the lady who corrected seems to derive great pleasure when they correct at her command!! I don't know if the other male students or the master observed this; but I did and laughed to myself.
And there was this young girl - hardly 12 years old. But she seemed to command the other young 'uns. One of the male students called the elderly Ms.Correction and told "That girl is much like yourself...Bossing around". I don't know what both the Ms.Corrections felt. But that remark seemed to drain the colour off their faces. How embarassing it must have been for them to receive such a comment in front of everybody - specially the other ladies!! I silently wished "God save the man who made that comment!"
There was another lady. God seemed to have been unfair - very unfair - to her. She was a dwarf. I don't know how old she is, but according to me, she isn't too young to qualify for the young 'uns category. She did not seem to mind initially - being in that category. But when you receive glares from someone who is very much younger to you,- and if you are a lady - you don't like it, do you?
Well, that young Ms.Correction did not seem mature enough to understand all that, though she appeared to be aged enough to boss over her fellow students!!
Though I observed so many things happening around me, I never really understood what real pleasure women get when they hurt a fellow woman's feelings...ego rather. May be I would have if men and women were from the same planet.(Men are from Mars & Women are from Venus - it is believed to be so.).
And no doubt that great thinkers believe that women have been the greatest mystery in the universe!!"

Monday, April 11, 2011

A SO(A)REE STORY

Experience is the greatest teacher, they say. But I thought "Why not add exagerration to experience?" After doing so, the result is here......Vishwa is only the mouthpiece for my experience-exagerrated....

A great man has said "You are the creator of your destiny". Maybe, that's true about our life and dreams years down the lane. But, our life for the next 20 minutes or so seems to be predestined. And sometimes, we make the wrong choices at the wrong times to land up in the wrong places. Let me narrate a story:

Vishwa is a young boy, who recently completed his 10th std. exams. Let us hear what he has to say:

 "Recently, fate and choice played "mixed-doubles" with me to send me to a place where time stands still when you have the right set of people - the saree showroom.
The marriage of one of my cousins is round the corner - nearly a month and a half. But time flies: except in the saree showroom, as I have already said. I had been to my aunt's house to lend a helping hand in the preparations - it's holidays and I have no other work to do. It's also said that helping in marriage earns one good karma.- My uncle and I had to then go out on some other errand. We come back to find the house locked!! He immediately called up my aunt and she had gone with another aunt of mine to a nearby saree showroom.
At that point of time, I was presented with two chances - one - to get the key from the neighbouring house; two - to go to the showroom. I made a choice that I would regret over the next 3 hours.
My uncle and I went to that showroom. Infact, the story had just begun. My aunts had settled down just then. The showroom owner was all smiles at the sight of customers. Little did he know that those smiles would not last long!!!!
My uncle and I took our place on the sofa placed there. Probably, the owners knew that such comfort level were required to help sons and husbands, who come with the ladies, to patiently bear those never-ending hours. At first, the "marketing rep." displayed sarees by selecting them himself. He gave an elaborate description of the design, the fabric and the present trend in the market. My uncle had a new-found pal in the young son of one of the customers. Even the kid seemed to be at ease with his new friend. Even I took part in my uncle's talk with his friend. After sometime, I checked my watch - we had been in the showroom for nearly an hour already. And the deal seemed to be getting nowhere. The smile had slightly fadedfrom the "marketing rep."s face. Yet he managed to carry on.
We - the patiently waiting people -  were served tea: the tea was great: anything would seem great if you wait for that a huge span of time. But it didn't end there. The "marketing rep." was now showing sarees my aunts chose. Slowly the sarees rose in a mountain around the "marketing rep." Still, my aunts were not satisfied. The AC in the showroom made me feel sick. My uncle was dozing off. Yet, my aunts took no notice. They seemed to be in a world of their own, oblivious to what was happening around.
Another hour gone. I started taking a stroll around the showroom. From one position, I could sight the "marketing rep."s face - they were gleaming with beads of sweat!! Poor guy! He was having a real tough time! I go and sit next to my aunts. Then, they realised that uncle and I were there. They decided to wrap up  the deal in another few minutes.
They took another 20 minutes to choose a saree for themselves. I went and woke my uncle up. He went and washed his face in the restroom and had another cup of tea before my aunts came. They had taken another half hour to bargain. And finally we returned home.
Sorry if my story was too long - I think I deserve that after having spent nearly three hours in the saree showroom, don't I??"

This is the story of  Vishwa, who probably woke up on the left-side of the bed that day. May peace be with him. And, may he not make such a wrong decision again!!!

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

THE RAAS LEELA

Recounting an episode from the life of one of the greatest characters in INDIAN MYTHOLOGY


On a calm and peaceful night,
The moon is shining bright -
He is beautiful!! He is round!
Vrindavan is silent - without a sound.

The silence is waiting -
'Tis expecting a sound
Any minute now, any second -
The end to its wait is bound.

Adding thrill to the wait,
Is a cool breeze blowing.
Even Yamuna seems to be waiting -
Sans a noise she is flowing!!

Waiting on the sands of the Yamuna
Is She who taught the world love.
With Her beautiful feet in the Yamuna,
Gazing at the stars is She now!

Flying slightly with the wind
Is Her thick black hair!
In front of Her, the Moon appears gloomy!!!
Oh God!! She is so fair!!

Who is it that stole the stars
To put them in her eyes?
Her beauty will last eternity
Though for others - time flies!!

A music so melodious
Comes in the wind floating by.
One can feel in the heart
Of that music, true love lie.

She turns around, She sees Him
With a hug is their greeting.
He silences his flute. And now
In the silence of the night,
They hear each other's heart beating!!

"Radha" His heart beats Her name
"Krishna" is the instant reply.
They are lost in each other's eyes!!
Since it is He who rules the world,
For them time never flies!!!

After some time - what seems like eternity
(For them - not more than a second)-
They come out of their trance.
He, again, begins playing His flute
She, overjoyed, begins to dance!!

His music spreads over Vrindavan
It weaves magic all around!!
The heart of Gopis takes a leap!
They rush towards the magic sound.

The Gopis see Radha-Krishna
Their envy turns them green!!
Krishna with Radha is a sight
They wish they never had seen!!

Krishna, not wanting to pain the Gopis,
Again, his magic he weaves -
With each Gopi, dances a Krishna!!
No heart any longer grieves!!!!!!!!!!

Nobody really knows the truth -
With His Radha He really lies!!
After thousands of years,
We still narrate their story:
Because true love never dies!!!