We gathered in the Kaaluru High School premises by the time
the Clock Tower on M G Road struck nine every night. Master was very particular
that we do some stretching as well as voice exercises before beginning with our
blocking for the night. ‘On the day of the play, even the last person in the
field should be able to distinctly hear our lines – without using the mic’,
Master said. I was amazed at the enthusiasm displayed by the elders of our
village. They did almost anything Master asked them to. With time, I almost became
the assistant director. Hence, I never missed a rehearsal.
Though she said it was to watch her father act, I caught her
looking towards me a couple of times. Having been unable to impress any girl in
college in Bengaluru, I secretly enjoyed the attention I was getting – that too,
without making any effort; and from the most beautiful girl in our village! Kamala
also frequently brought coffee and snacks whenever Master and I were discussing
the script in his room, in Krishnegowda’s house. I became conscious around her
and fumbled a few times during rehearsals. Master seemed to enjoy my
predicament and often joked about it. In fact, he deliberately called for her
during rehearsals – even if there was no work – just to embarrass me.
A week before the play, it was decided that a puja be
performed at the site where the stage was to be erected. It was a grand affair,
with almost the entirety of Kaaluru gathering in the high school grounds.
Master, through Krishnegowda, had arranged for lights and sceneries to be
brought from Mysuru. By this time, since the play was almost under control,
Master said I should be in the grounds to supervise the construction of the
stage and the green room. I thought Kamala and her friends would follow me
there as well and I would muster the courage to actually speak to her. Sadly,
they didn’t.
A couple of days before the play, my friends from Bengaluru
arrived. I had invited them to watch me act in a production that was unlike any
of the plays we had been part of in college.
On the day of the play, I was in the green room by sunset.
Since our play was to begin by nine in the night and stretch upto two in the
morning, I had to arrange for sufficient refreshments for all actors (including
beedis and arrack for some). I was a little nervous, for it had almost
become a family affair now. I was introduced by my grandfather and father’s
names instead of mine. My grandfather was a brilliant actor, they say.
Comparisons were inevitable. I had the responsibility to live upto his name.
Besides, being Sutradhara, my lines would set the tone for the entire
play. ‘Half the battle is won when you engage your audience in the first five
minutes’ Master said. The same advice was given by our director in Bengaluru. Also,
my friends – and the girl I wanted to impress, for the last four years – had
come all the way to watch me. To cap it all, there was Kamala. I saw her to
talking to Master outside the greenroom. They both turned towards me and
laughed, making me even more nervous.
The play went along smoothly. I enjoyed my time on stage,
improvising to crack some politically incorrect punches. Krishnegowda, Shastri
and others were on top of their game. The money Krishnegowda and others in the
village had spent on the stage properties, costumes and lights was worth every
rupee, for it made them look grand. Twice, Krishnegowda was requested by the
audience to sing his lines multiple times. I don’t know if he had arranged for
it to boost his image in front of the local MLA and Chairmen of neighboring
village panchayats, who he had invited.
By the time the play ended, the crowd was nearly one thousand-strong. It
was the largest audience I had ever performed to. It was nearly four in the
morning when I finally went to sleep – after removing my make-up and spending
some time discussing with my friends.
It must have been around eight in the morning when Amma
rudely woke me up. I was about to get into an argument with her when she said
Kamala was missing and so was Srinivas Master. I switched on data on my phone
and ‘Kaaluru Kiladis’, a WhatsApp group of my friends in Kaaluru, already had
hundreds of messages. One of them said he saw them talking after the play was
over. Another said, he had seen both of them separately this morning, going
towards the bus stand. There were messages of heartbreak as well. I quickly
freshened up and went with my parents to Krishnegowda’s house, like the rest of
the village.
Krishnegowda was furiously pacing up and down the hall. His
wife was being comforted by other women. All others sat there discussing what
could be done next. Krishnegowda was against going to the police, for it would
then appear in the papers. Who would, then, vote for him? Nagesh, who owned the
buses which connected Kaaluru to the highway, asked for the driver and
conductor to come to Krishnegowda’s house.
They said that indeed Master and Kamala had taken the bus to the highway early that morning. However, they sat separately. Master had said his mother was ill in Hassan and hence he had to leave so early. ‘Bastard! Both his parents have been dead for years’ Krishnegowda fumed. It had been planned well. Master had packed his stuff even before he came to the play. After all, he didn’t carry much. Kamala had been smuggling some of her stuff into his room for some days now. Even that was packed in his bags so that Kamala need not carry any luggage on the bus, which might lead to questions. She had told the conductor that she was going for her friend’s wedding in Mysuru. They had left their phones in the house to prevent anyone from tracking them.
It then came to me in a flash – Kamala had been ogling at
Master all the while. She brought coffee and snacks to talk to him. Master did
not call her to rehearsals to make me uncomfortable. It was for him
to draw comfort. I had been a fool, believing that I was the
centre of Kamala’s attention. I had not even stopped to think how I had been
able to achieve so much in such a short while I had failed at this very game
for the last four years. I could still visualize them laughing at me, near the
green room. It assumed a different colour now.
After much discussion, it was decided that Krishnegowda
would send his henchmen to Bengaluru, Mysuru, Hassan and Hubli to enquire about
Srinivas Master from people who he was working with earlier: whether he had
been in touch with any of them or asked for any help. Meanwhile, some
responsible citizens, like Nagesh, my father and others, would try talking to
their contacts in those cities and carry out a ‘covert’ operation, not
disclosing much details. It proved to be a futile exercise. A few days later, Krishnegowda’s
henchmen returned. People got back to their livelihoods. Kaaluru returned to
its normal routine.
A couple of days ago, nearly three months after all this
drama, my phone started buzzing early in the morning with messages. I cursed
myself for having forgotten to turn mobile data off before sleeping. It was
Kaaluru Kiladis again. Kamala had returned late previous night. It was my turn
to wake my parents up. We, again, rushed to Krishnegowda’s house, with the rest
of the village. Versions were flying thick and fast. Some said Srinivas Master
and Kamala married after they left Kaaluru but he deserted her for another
woman in a troupe he had recently joined. Others said Kamala left him after she
found out he was cheating on her. Yet another one said there was no marriage
between them; Srinivas had tried to smuggle her off to some foreign country,
before she escaped. Krishnegowda was visibly annoyed at the crowd. He thanked
us all for our support and locked the door of his house. I returned – a little disappointed
with the lack of action.
Yesterday, Krishnegowda came to our house and invite us to
Kamala’s wedding – in a week’s time. The groom is the son of a sugar-factory
owner, somewhere in north Karnataka. Krishnegowda was frustrated with all the gossip that
was going around. He wanted to be done with this marriage as quickly as possible. When Appa tried to comfort him, he rose dramatically
and said ‘Oh, don’t worry. I have asked my men to take ‘good care’ of anyone
who is spreading such gossip’. Placing the invitation card on the table,
Krishnegowda left to attend to other responsibilities.